The Joys of Sunday

I love Sundays. It is the only day during the week that I do NOT have to work. I get to sleep in and most importantly....I get to watch Lifetime Movies all day. Oh how I love some Lifetime movies. They are so amazing. The acting, not so great. The stories, also not so great. However, I just cannot get enough of them! Sundays are also great for my aunt´s delicious home cooking. She is by far the most amazing cook ever. Tonight, we are having breakfast for dinner. Pancakes, eggs, ham, and other yummy morsels. Who doesn´t love breakfast. I sure do.

Stress and Hormones

I haven't exactly been feeling great lately. I've been lethargic, nauseous, dizzy, having continuous headaches, and so on. For a couple of days, I was afraid I was pregnant. Eek! So, I went to the good ol doctor today. I'm not pregnant. Phew! But, a combination of stress and weird hormonal rages are making me feel like shit. I never thought this day would come, but starting now I have been instructed to take anti depressants. I am not exactly thrilled about this. With an extensive background in psychology, I always thought I was immune to this kind of thing. Depression? Not me. Until now. It's annoying. This sounds weird, but I feel like I'm too smart for depression! I should be able to snap out of my rut...on my own...no drugs. Right? Well, apparently not. Guess I'll give this medicine thing a try and see how it goes. Maybe it will help. Hopefully it will help. Honestly, I'm just worried about the side effects. Then again, most of the side effects are the same as the symptoms I am experiencing now. Hmm. Interesting. Well, here it goes...MORE SEROTONIN PLEASE!

Random Social Comments...and by Social I Mean TV Related

You know what absolutely kills me? Celebrity dating shows. I can't get enough of them, but they are so incredibly ridiculous. And, there's always a SECOND one. Flavor of Love, Flavor of Love 2........Flavor of Love 3. Yeah. It's time to give up. Now, there's Rock Of Love 2. I Love New York did 2 shows. I mean, let's be real here folks. It's all the same skanks and weirdos. The only people that try out for shows like that are the people that want to be on TV. They don't give a shit about Flav or Bret Michaels or whoever else. Seriously. There's always drama. The contestants always fight with each other. It's amazing but sad all at the same time. People in this country are so fucked up.

Which brings me to my next subject. Paris Hilton. I can't stand that stupid bitch. She is worthless. Well, technically she is worth a whole lot...of money that is. She brings nothing good to society. She's a HORRIBLE role model for young girls. I mean, I've made some bad decisions and had some drunken nights, but I'm not a celebrity on the front pages of magazines everyday. What does she do? She sits around and says "that's hot." Seriously , she's terrible. She never has anything to say that's actually interesting. To top it all off, she's ugly. She looks like a skeleton. What's so great about being so skinny? It's ugly. Having no ass is UGLY. I would LOVE to fight her. I would just knock the shit out of her, and it would feel sooooo good!

Stressin bout grad school

I'm a recent college graduate but want to continue my education. I graduated in May 2007, so I definitely want to take some time off before hitting the books again. However, after only 8 months I'm itching to move on from my already boring existence. I just get restless! I couldn't wait to get out of high school. I couldn't wait to get out of college. Now, I can't wait to move on to something else.... I'm doing the whole job thing now, and it's already wicked boring. I mean, my job is better than a regular desk job, but I'm still restless. So, I've been looking into grad schools. I don't want to go very far away, but unfortunately I'm limited in the schools I can choose from. I want to be a sex therapist. Considering we live in a relatively conservative country- with the occasional liberal crusaders- there are a limited number of schools with sex therapy as a main course of study. I'm going next weekend to University of Georgia. That's the closest school, but it has the least extensive program. I'm also visiting UCLA in April. It would be awesome to live in LA, but I don't really want to be that far away from my family. UCLA has a better program.... The other choices are NYU, Univ of Indiana, and a couple of others that I'm completely not interested in. I'm not exactly a big city type of person. So, I'm pretty much screwed. I have to either change my focus or suck it up and move to LA. Hmm...what should I do?

Other stress...I have to take the GRE. Eww. I just bought a study book, and I'm dreading it but kind of excited as well. I'm such a nerd. I like to study. I like to learn. I'm a geek. So, that's that. I don't want to study for it or take it, but i do.